If you do it, do it best

As i usual say, but as i usual get when i do what i preach is poo smack in the face I'm getting tired and changing my path.

You spoke to your colleagues to explain him why you should go that way or the other, why is so convenient to spend more time on development while you can as later you cannot afford it, then suddenly you get to the point where the specs are written and approved but the reality is that you've to change how the core is doing its job just to fulfill a gap you're manager is sneaking under your own seat.
I write manager but i should write trader.

There will be a day, there will be my day.

... yeah yeah... i know it's the excuse of the looser, so what's the deal!?

It feels warmy

It's night here now, i come back home after a dinner with some friends i didn't catch up since June.

It's wired to feel more warmy with guys you don't expect when the ones closer just don't.

Thank you guys!